A Diet of Water and Secrets

Binge you ugly bitch do you hear me?
Binge you fat fucking bitch

(via nnosebleed)

(via forestofestrangement)

I don’t think I could ever give up cutting.

(And, oh, won’t that look lovely for my next partner. oh, it’s no big deal, she’ll say. Who cares. They’re old. But fuck I hate them and I hate that I have to do it but it helps. it’s fucked up but it helps me better than eating less. I hate it and it’s a punishment. Act right and you won’t have to do it. Slip up and fuck you you deserve it. It’s pain I’m looking for. I don’t deserve anything. So I have to remind myself.)

YAY

OFF TO MAKE MUFFINS TO CHEW AND SPIT

SUCH A STUPID FUCK
FUCK
EVERYTHING
I HATE
EVERYTHING
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKKKKk 

better

mind-the-thigh-gap:

follow for thigh gaps.

I’ve been eating so much that now I’m out of practice of restricting.

Knitting keeps my hands busy but you can only knit 2, purl 2 before it gets boring.

I”M OVERWEIGHT AGAIN

*chucks something out the window*

How fucking embarrasing

Ah, well. Back to restricting.